i feel like i am living a life of fear. fear of the outside world. a fear of the inside world. a fear of being alone. a fear of being loved. a fear of being sick. a fear of being well. even on the good days i fear. a fear of when am i going to go back down hill. i know i will. i know i will just a matter of when. will it be in a hour. will it be tomorrow. the fear is always there. a fear of going to sleep. am i going to sleep for an hour maybe 2 and on a very good night 3. a fear of going to the doc. am i getting better. am i getting worse. what is my iron this month. has it gone down has it gone up. are the babies healthy. can i raise 2. can i say i do. why, why all the fear. why.
this is my life lately. sometimes i feel like i am going nuts. am i.
butterfly
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TRY to relax you have 2 little ones coming into the world and of course you are concerned, you want them to be healthy, try to enjoy the moment, of course its easy for me to say ,I don't don't know all your circunmstances. God Bless you and those little ones.
Hazel
Definatly realx girl and breath. Drink your favorite drink and listen to something you love. Have some quiet "you" time.
Nope...definitely not going nuts. What you're feeling is unbelievably normal but I know how terrible it feels while you're going through it. Try to breathe...put your hands on your tummy and tells those little ones kicking around inside of you that you love them and picture holding them in your arms. And when that fear grips you, try to breathe again and try to tell yourself that you are doing the most important job in the world, Butter. And it's time to focus on you and those babies.
Butter...I have felt most of the same fear that you have been feeling...mine has been over the last 25 years of my life....I completely understand what you are feeling. I once had a doctor tell me that the only person who could help me...is myself. So over time I have learned that when the overwhelming sense of fear takes over, I remind myself it is just another anxiety attack and I have learned to talk myself out of it...It really takes a bit of practice...but it can work...sometimes you just need to take life one day at a time...not worry about tomorrow or the next day...in fact, I have at times had to take life one minute at a time. You will be fine...trust me on that...just remember to breath deep and tell yourself it will pass..
hi butter its bruce!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BATMAN
I was reading all the comments from your blogster buddies. They have given you some great advice and support. I can't think of anything that I can add to what they have said, except.... just know that we all care very much and are praying for you. (((hugs))) - Annie L
It gets better, I promise.
Thestephy
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